So many folks these days asking for help, I feel ashamed to ask myself. I feel the pain in their words and understand their needs. I am praying that soon I will be in a financial status where I can do so good in this world and help some of these people. My problems right now seem mininal to those I read..single mothers with small children on the brink of homelessness, without adequate food; all is heart breaking. I will pray for you all and ask that you pray for me as well that God will provide and grant the desires of my heart. I have been through so much since 2004 but I have learned a lot as well, even though I've lost loved ones and my oldest son, I've learned that God will bring you through and strenghten you but there will also be more trails and hurdles to overcome. If we don't have any, then something is wrong. I need help right now for more faith and strenght due to finances. I am blessed with a job but have fallen behind due to unexpected expenses and helping other family members sacrificing my own self. For all that reads this, if you are a praying person and beleive in God, add me in your prayers. Our Father knows who I am.